Sunday, 18 August 2013

The S..mall Experience

Who says the economy is in the slumps??Not the malls,that sprout with majestic boldness.Whats the weekend plan?
Off to the newest mall .Strut,strut..through the security ensemble.Right foot in.Was that a magical wand,that the guard waved over me?I turned Ms.Lilliput on the spot.
Everything just seemed to grow from beneath my foot,towering above me,and around.The neon lights are playing on the eyes.The mannequins danced gaily.Did I just hear one whisper, "you little teeny weeny grout of a seed"
The trinkets,the vero modas,the ritu beris ,the patent leather shoes,the burgers and biriyanis..moving in on me.The claustrophobia,the breathlessness!The little pecan of my brain jolted up instinctively to survival mode...Grab that  oxygen cylinder.NOW.
Good that I carry a portable one with me.Its convenient,coming in the form of  the credit card,with all the imaginary stash of cash!All puffed up, took a deep breath of a mighty swipe,warding off my attackers and walked out feeling like a winner.Well ,thats what counts the most,the feeling.

Saturday, 17 August 2013

Bangalore-A Metronomical Paradox



Bangalore came alive to me years before I started living here, through my friend's accounts of her summer vacation stay here. I have forgotten many of her anecdotes, but I do have a vivid memory of her narration of the' magical place' called Kemp fort. This was much before the advent of new gen malls, one amongst which, the Kemp fort has given way to.  Her generous admiration together with the awe that inspired, I created a fluffy idea of Bangalore.Namma metro, as it is called here, remained in memory as nothing short of a wonderland. Call it naive, but with it's stature as the IT hub, ‘the happening place' Bangalore was kept revered on a pedestal. The step into reality happened some twenty plus years later, as we moved to Bangalore after a decade hiatus in the American mid-west.


 As is with all cases of grandiose expectations, the reality takes time to sink in.Yes,the weather is pleasant, and there's much greenery. But, I certainly did not expect people queuing with fluorescent pails for water early in the morning which is a rare sight in my hometown of Palakkad itself. People with plush cars belonging to even more plush IT corridors, honking away is something sans logic unless they believe, the traffic can be moved with the power of the decibels thus created!.The inadequate infrastructure and the stand still traffic during rains prompting people to leave their vehicles stranded presented a picture of a metro in dysfunction. Awaiting the gates to open at the railway crossing is hilarious and outright defiant at times. The revving up of many auto rickshaws, the ever maneuvering two wheelers, the countless sedans...everybody vying for the first escape to freedom...resulting in a crammed ,..if-i-cant-move,dare-you-to kind of situation. Finally two inches forward, an inch back..tilt to one side, duck to the other..oh sweet freedom. Only that it took more time had everybody kept to their spots. One of the pastimes could very well be identifying  the cars with dents(almost, a badge of honour)and those without.
The initial disenchantment gave way to the subtle truth. The metro reveals day in and out that this is a place where people trapped in the past and those relishing the present coexist. People who go to the market for buying vegetables and those who find them a click away. People depending on shared auto, and those with an assorted ownership of swanky automobiles. An array of people who come to work for you, driver, cook, gardener, domestic help, sometimes outnumbering those in the house. Each member of the house hooked on to their personal laptops..exemplifying the adage, ”to each his own" the space ,at times creating uncomfortable  distances in relationships. And there are many with the physical lack of space, resulting in  the push and shove, cut throat competition among the lesser privileged. In the context where cozy politicians rattle about the price of meals reminds me of one particular summer, when the area was facing shortage of water..is it a wonder that the swimming pools of apartments and gated communities were pelted with stones?
As the scenario exists today, the population is divided between those who live in secure gated communities or apartments and those who live outside of it. The cocooned existence insulating those who can afford them from the other Bangalore, of which they are reminded by the inconvenient waste dumps on the road sides. Tirelessly,the lack of social and civic sense, is bemoaned by the community wallahs. Their hypocrisy exposed in the lethargy exhibited in  separating their own dry and wet wastes as mandated by the BBMP. They are a population in denial. Defying the statistics, they cannot accept that they belong to the top percentile, of the population. They go by the name the upper middle class as the waste segregation continues without much change.
There is no denying that Bangalore is a pleasant place to live, cosmopolitan at that too, only that its feel off mark to call it a benign city of lakes. Its simply a place on the map for those who have benefited from the boom town and for those it has by passed to be juxtaposed. As long as the latter can live off the former, and it rains enough, there is not much  threat of discord. Hoping the hope is well placed.

Tuesday, 13 August 2013

A Rain Walk

How about .... 
a walk in the night rain
your silhouette joined with mine..?

The yellow dim
of the street lights
escape the cracks
making needles
of our shadows.
The rain,grafting them
to the earth's skin.

Lessons from Rain

Rains teach me
not to anchor
the paper boats,
but coax me to
dive into the puddles
for a treasure hunt.
Some pebbles
are round and smooth
warm to the touch,
the grainy mud
gets between the nails.
As I grow desperate
to rescue
the last crumbs of
the memory of love,
Rains teach me
to romance the blanket
and kiss my dreams.

Sunday, 11 August 2013

The Beach Poem

 Let's go to the beach and
feel the tingling sand on our bare souls,
Let's move further the coastline and
let the frothy waves crash on us.
The thud and the splash of water
bursting on our chests.
Let's breathe in the vast expanse
with the humid air,
faces and hair powdered
with the ferric sand.
Sometimes there's a burning 
when the saline brushes
the experience which made us one.